I have added a table of contents with links to each post to help in guiding your way through the story and healing process. Reminder this is a work in progress and will take some time to get the entire experience typed and uploaded. There are 2000 (give or take) written pages in the journal from October 1993 to August 1995 plus the healing journals on and off throughout the years. Names and locations have been changed (in the blog) to protect people included in my journal.
I was sexually exploited by a police officer and will share my journal from October 1993 to August 1995. I experienced a lot of different forms of abuse during the almost 2 years of knowing Mikey, so I can’t label it with just one word. During this time, he groomed me for a sexual relationship, that ended up including sexual abuse, sexual assault, attempted rape, Police Sexual Violence, physical abuse, and emotional abuse to name a few of the labels.
There was a time where I honestly thought he loved me and I loved him — when I first came across AdvocateWeb in 2003, someone suggested reading Why It’s Not an Affair by Rev. Patricia L. Liberty and replacing Clergy with Police Officer and it really helped me with the starting of my healing. During my journal blogs, I will also reflect on how I healed through the years and also point out the RED FLAGS that something was wrong.
I was only 16 when I met Mikey and he was a 45 year old police officer. Some may decide to blame the victim, but I’m hoping to give enough resources and education that when you leave this site you not only know why the Abuser is at fault, but also know how to spot the red flags and relationships that are motivated by sexual exploitations and other abuse.
While my experience involved a police officer, it could as easily have been anyone who has authority and power, such as a teacher, pastor, counselor, or doctor. For more information, see AdvocateWeb. If you or someone you know has been emotionally or sexually exploited in psychotherapy or other healthcare settings, see TELL.
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